[It’s funny, he thinks, as he wanders down this fleeting path of memory. As a child, Alec could not be more different than himself when he was those same ages. Henry was a quiet one, a solitary one, and it’s more likely he would have found himself in the unwanted crosshairs of a kid like Alec rather than seek his company.
But it’s still interesting to see. The fond memories here are laced with a heavy, cloying sense of guilt and gloom, and even Henry’s not sure he could prise them apart if ever given a reason to try.
…Could he say the same for himself? His parents would buy him an overlarge cake for his birthdays. His sister would drag him down the hall of their new house and laugh, trying to show him the new places she’d discovered after they’d moved in. Family outings in the summer. Bright faces in the sunlight. These are supposed be fond memories, warm ones, but they are so laden with discontent that he’s sure they died on the vine a long, long time ago.
He supposes it’s the same for Alec. He understands.
Eventually, the path ends. Once darkness is all that surrounds him, Henry is out of Alec’s head, and they’re back in “reality” again, sitting on his bed in the man’s room. He opens his eyes.]
[ After a second, Alec's eyes blink open. He can feel a headache beginning to bloom behind his eyes, but it's not the worst he's ever had. No, what's more immediately apparent is the hollow, gnawing feeling in his chest, as thay day decades gone is made suddenly fresh again, suddenly raw. It's a miracle that he didn't come to with tears in his eyes.
He scrubs his hands over his face, trying to will the sensation away. At best, he's able to shove it down to deal with later. It'll have to do. ]
Been better.
[ He glances up at Henry, noting the bloody nose. ]
[He lifts his brow, gently. Henry doubts he’s as steady as he presents himself; not after a memory like that. It’s like opening a fresh new wound — he would know. It says something for his stubbornness? His conviction? His acting skills? That he’s playing all off as nothing.]
Hm?
[He touches right below his nose, and his fingers wet with familiar warmth.]
Oh. That’s a side-effect. Don't worry. It’s normal, though it takes so much less effort in this place to start bleeding.
[ Alec is well-practiced in keeping himself together in the company of others. He'll fall apart when he's good and ready - which is to say when next he's alone. ]
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But it’s still interesting to see. The fond memories here are laced with a heavy, cloying sense of guilt and gloom, and even Henry’s not sure he could prise them apart if ever given a reason to try.
…Could he say the same for himself? His parents would buy him an overlarge cake for his birthdays. His sister would drag him down the hall of their new house and laugh, trying to show him the new places she’d discovered after they’d moved in. Family outings in the summer. Bright faces in the sunlight. These are supposed be fond memories, warm ones, but they are so laden with discontent that he’s sure they died on the vine a long, long time ago.
He supposes it’s the same for Alec. He understands.
Eventually, the path ends. Once darkness is all that surrounds him, Henry is out of Alec’s head, and they’re back in “reality” again, sitting on his bed in the man’s room. He opens his eyes.]
Alec?
[(Henry's nostril is bleeding red.)]
Welcome back. How do you feel?
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He scrubs his hands over his face, trying to will the sensation away. At best, he's able to shove it down to deal with later. It'll have to do. ]
Been better.
[ He glances up at Henry, noting the bloody nose. ]
You got a little something on your face.
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Hm?
[He touches right below his nose, and his fingers wet with familiar warmth.]
Oh. That’s a side-effect. Don't worry. It’s normal, though it takes so much less effort in this place to start bleeding.
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Less effort? What do you mean by that?
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[Turns his hand to face Alec, bloodied fingertips wiggling ever so slightly.]
This is the first sign of strain.
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So you're just living with a mini version of whatever the hell happened to us in that elevator?
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[warden thought he’d be too OP or something ig]
It’s not ideal. But it’s better than not having my abilities at all.
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[ He was so!! Fucking!! MAD!! ]
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[It wasn’t terribly jarring for Henry, though. Even if he, too, hated it.]
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I could have picked that fucking lock.
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like Henry has any room to talk]The Warden’s not going to make it that easy for us. Nothing here has been.
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If I get my old body back— [weird calling his Vecna body his “old” body, now] —a few injuries don’t mean much. It'd be a small price to pay.
[For YOU Henry, what about everyone else.]
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This body’s weak. What advantage is there to that?
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Two functional hands, for one.
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Both hands were plenty functional.
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I didn't wear shoes.
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I stand corrected.
Anyway, if you still want some of that rice you can stick it in the microwave. Better not let it go to waste after all that hard work I did.
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I wouldn’t dare.
[And Henry stands, straightening with his default little smile on his face.]
And thank you. For letting me take a look around.
[In that head of yours.]
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[ But for whatever it's worth, Alec is probably more willing to share in a verbal sense now. ]
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[Rarities don’t happen often, after all.
But he’ll leave Alec alone with his thoughts for now, turning to leave soon after.]